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Ok ya'll..this is very embarassingbut here goes...I have never had an orgasm and I am 45 years old. I have been married for 23 years and just told my husband this a year ago. I would like for someone to PLEASE describe to me what one feels like...muscle contractions????? What? I am very depressed about this. I would like for some of you to explain to me what one feels like. I have never been able to have one by myself either...I don't know what to do...sad huh? I am for reel. This is not a prank. I have been living in frustration for many years. Went to a Doc recently and he was too old to even know what I was talking about. He told me to just RELAX...that does not help. I don't know what I am suppose to feel. Maybe it's the person I'm with. I am not attracted to my husband and have never felt any "butterflies in the stomach, I want to jump all over you" excitemant with him. I am attracted to other men, but have never cheated. Please help with some advice.


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